and I said: "If the fear of being laughed at me, I consider you a hypocrite . The only people who laughed at them saying "his poetry" with a sneer, it was you and Dad. I would like everyone to give more than you Teresa, Teresa or any other of her friends. They like and if not, read them. I do not know what they have to laugh at them. Instead, disagree with you. "bothered me when he said" his poetry ", holding out the sound of each syllable, with a gesture that I was angry. Why do not understand, is it that I am a being from another planet?," I should be born here or not?. So what do I do with all this?. I found something else to fight for, and do not want to leave it abandoned, it was he who helped me. I do not write in different words than yours, " why do not you want to see them?. I know that long ago, one afternoon I asked a few to read. He said nothing. But at those moments when I feel that reality is calm. Shortly lasts that long, not hard at all. I have fear always. Many times I regret being me. Since I do not have much out there, only my friends know. They help me. Antonio has not adhered to I do it this way. Enough already broke my head when I wanted to find a job. Discouraged me a lot because there was at least came to understand my mother. Often angry, and said he was going to die, to pray because I was going to be left alone, maybe with all that leave me to die, but I would miss a lot, because I had to wait all of my brothers . I remember many days spent dodging real headache. I thought of a friend named Felipe. He had several fishing stations. It was like me in terms of religion, but That was the least for me. Could be good friends regardless of the subject. My mother also made him stick to it, and one day I put the work for him in a position, that of my people, for example. She said no, because it could be that missing money would have to wear it, so of religion and hundreds of other things. Say he was right, good, but I did not understand well. It took several months, I think a year or so, and then told me to think he had problems, because the post was near the chapel.
"Now tell me. Could not you have told me before?. Hurt me. I walked for months looking for a reason and you tell me now. I feel that all the time I spent on it was wasted time. That's something that you and I agree completely. Why else?. I've created a life apart. Some day you will understand everything he did for you. But does that mean for that day, all the previous time will be lost?.
Well, forget it, life does not ask more than their tours. But I can not, I need to find that sense I found from the beginning. I do not want to give me life and the ground. Life there to fight for it. One day I suggested putting a post ONCE, next to the telephone booths. I saw your good intentions, wanted to help me find a job. Immediately I thought of my mother. I would like her to be there, but it was, had to think for myself. I said I looked fantastic, and trying to put me in mind of my mother, she had taught me, I said I was supposed to be before the blind, or how a child like me, with little inconvenience, I would put there. And very angry, "seemed silly." To all said no and put stick.
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